How is it that I can find an infinite number of things at night when my brain is screaming for sleep when during the sunny hours I die without a thing to do?
If we could choose our time for sleep I would change my hours.
I wish we were like cars that charge as they drive so we never needed sleep. We could merely sit in our garages and talk with our horns and headlights.
I want some magical cheat code like in the sims where you can create full health in a drag and be on your merry way.
This afternoon was nice. I put 5 books on hold at the library
read a lot of time travelers wife
ate 'day-old chick' lollies
slept
watched secret garden and a little princess trailers
put them on hold
found an unopened packet of glow in the dark stars
made a little universe with them and my posters
drank 4 cups of tea
napped
listened to sara try and remember her russian
and wrote
also i thought of gifts for people
i want to have money so i can buy them all for christman
i need to get older and i need this angus and robertson job.
and i want a disaster. think flood or fire. or a nice big wind storm.
its full moon. i can open my blinds now.
goodnight.